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Monday, August 31, 2009
Today is the day tat it end.. i hope tat my pain will vanish forever...
I dont wan to have this kind of pain anymore.. so, i tell myself tat
i will not lyk anyone le.. I dont wan this pain to come bak... Im sry em..
To u, im juz a very gd frez.
But to me, U are not only a very gd frez. But someone i lyk..
But i noe... i noe... Its over already... I tot this day wont ever come...
But it really come.. Why must it come so early.. Why cnt i noe her more, understand her more,
go out wif her more, treat her lyk i nv treated anyone tat gd be4... But i noe...
This thing never ever going to come le... It ended today..
But, i will rmb the time when we are very close... I really really hope tat one day,
I can meet u agn... just one more time... Tats enough for me le..
Thx em.. Its my greatest pleasure to noe u.. U are really gd.. The problem is me...
Im the one who make it like tat... im sry.. and bye...
Labels: bye..
8:01 PM
im alone; im emo;
Monday, August 24, 2009
The day past very slowly...
i dont noe how to tok to u leh...
i dont noe why...
Its lyk the way u use to tok to me had change...
Ur attitude towards me also change...
I cnt feel tat u are there for me already..
Its lyk im lost without u... Haiz..
9:12 PM
im alone; im emo;
Saturday, August 22, 2009
u told me tat u lyk ivan abit leh... Mean i got no chance leh..
Even though i got no chance leh... Its ok.. Can sms u, pei u,
make u happy, cheer u up, be there for u when u nid help
is the best thing leh. Its enough(: ...
When u are happy, im happy too. haha..
But when u nid any help, juz rmb, I will always be there for u.
For ur happiness, I can give up on u.. Even though it will hurt..
But for ur sake, i will hold..
Labels: Its a gdbye..
7:27 PM
im alone; im emo;
i really dont noe wad to do leh...
i have a weird feeling... Its lyk u are getting further away from me..
Can i go out wif u few more times? i wan to noe more abt u... Cos i lyk u...
but i noe the chance of going out wif u is 0%... i really dont noe wad to do leh..
But u treat me differently.. If i wan to forget abt u, i must not sms u leh..
But i dont bare to let go lyk tat...
When u nid my help, i try my best to help till the end...
When u are sad, i try my best to cheer u up..
Im already trying my best not to give up leh. haiz..
1:28 PM
im alone; im emo;
Thursday, August 20, 2009
im sad... haiz.. always sad only..
In sch, i have to act normally, joker... I cnt show them my real face..
Even i show them, they wouldnt care... Haiz..
When i tok to u, u will tok to me bak after few mins...
But when ur frez tok to u, u few secs tok bak le...
I dont noe wad to do anymore.. Whats the use of likeing u
when u dont even care abt me anymore... Its useless already..
Maybe i should give up leh... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH@@
SOMEONE TELL ME WAD TO DO CAN?!!!
im going crazy argh!
8:43 PM
im alone; im emo;
Sunday, August 2, 2009
why must ppl lyk each other than can be tgt...
天下很少有刚刚好的事。
Labels: very sad
8:51 PM
im alone; im emo;
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Nobody noe how i feel.... Even gal dont noe...
Sometimes u really hurts me alot... Is lyk u pierce my heart and
keep pierce-ing more deeper each time u hurt me... Its really pain...
And sad.... I really hope i can hold on.... i dont wan to end our frezship nw...
Cos i really hope one day, i can be wif u...
Although he has the higher chance wif u, i will try not to give up....
Cos im really serious... These is my first time so serious...
Cos i noe i really lyk u...
But these few days... Is lyk im going through 18lvl of hell.
Im getting further apart from u... slowly slowly losing u....
I really dont wan.... But wad can i do... I really dont noe...
Labels: i really dont noe
11:03 AM
im alone; im emo;