Sunday.

第七天没有Emily.

Today wake up at 8+. 11 got tuiton.
So on9 com and watch tv awhile. Than go bath,
reach there just on time. Fail my Amaths test. 25/80.

But its DAM HARD! At least get 25(: muahahaha.
And YOU sms me. I was so happy when i saw your sms.
Thought u already forgot abt me. But no. You still remind me to study.
And wish me gdluck and ask me study hard.

I will show u i will pass with flying colours. And i will get to sec 4!
Becos of u, i will try my best to pass!(:

10:31 PM
im alone; im emo;

Saturday.

6th day without Emily.

Today went to lan at 2+?
Reach there play 3hr. till 6+ than add 1hr more. till 7+
Play alot of games.. Dota.. Combat arms.. Audition..

While audi-ing.. I rmb the time i play with u..
Haha.. Keep fighting to win. So fun(: Every round i play,
I keep recall how fun it was to play with u. Of cos Whenever
I win, i rmb how u to say. Whenever u lose, u will keep saying
AGAIN! I DONT CARE! !@#)!@#)(!)#&!)@#@#)(*!@#.
Haha..

I hope i can play with u someday again.. I really hope..

And i really wan to ask u hows ur exam.. But... haiz...
Just wish u pass ur exam with flying colours!(:

8:58 PM
im alone; im emo;

Friday.
4th day with Emily.

Today sch life just sux.. Cnt even concentrate.. Even if i can concentrate, Its only for a while only.. after tat, sleep.. sleep.. sleep.. Lolz. Thinking of you always.. Its really hard to forget someone u really love... Look like im nw in a torture chumber.. Torturing myself.. Haiz...

11:14 PM
im alone; im emo;

Thursday. sunny and raining day.

3rd day without Emily.

Life is like that.. Not everyone is able to be together with their love one.
But if you someday found out that u really like that person, u really must
faster tell that person how you feel about her. If not you will regret the rest of your life..

Life without the person you love is really meaningless.. you will go crazy.. keep thinking about her..
when you really love a person, you will do alot silly thing for her..
But no use doing so much silly things for her if dont noe or she dont even appreciate..

haiz.. My life is already meaningless.. she's gone.. Forever..

9:27 PM
im alone; im emo;

wednesday.

Second day with u.. emily..

My life is getting worsening slowly.. Every sec, every min, every hr..
Not really happy anymore... sorry tat it had to led to this... i also dont wan...

U send me a sms today.. i tot u had forgotten abt me.. i tot u wont sms me anymore..
i tot i lost u forever already..

i was really happy when i saw ur sms.. But i noe.. i noe.. its impossible..

9:55 PM
im alone; im emo;

Tuesday. sunny and rainy day.

This is the first day.. Life is really very hard without you.. Gal..
Didnt sms u.. Keep thinking abt u... Keep thinking why must u say its a crush..
I really lyk u.. i really did all my best to help u, show u my cheng yi.. Cause u only lyk those guy
who show u cheng yi.. But in the end... so many times happen till this friendship is gone..

U nv even try, how u noe is impossible.. Maybe future can? u dont noe i dont noe...
But nw.. cnt even try a single thing.. I still like u.. Its not just a crush.. Im still thinking of u.. Missing your sms every sec, every mins, every hr.. Keep looking at the hp.. Hoping u will sms me.. but no.. haiz.. Maybe its really time to give up.. But its very hard... haiz..

9:31 PM
im alone; im emo;

I really cnt live without u...
Today the time went past slowly...
Every hr, every min, every sec i keep reading the sms
u send me the ytd nite.. and keep thinking abt u....

I really cnt forget abt u... I noe u wont let me lyk u...
U still say u wan a frezship tat is everlasting wif me...

But how u wan me to everlasting our frezship when
i lyk u? u wan me see you have stead?, U wan me to hear gd news tat you
found someone u lyk?!, How u wan me to face u nw?....

Even if we continues our frezship nw, there will be alot alot alot of differents...
I dont even noe wad to do... I really dont noe.. i wan to die le la... haiz...
Can someone help me please...

9:28 PM
im alone; im emo;